I feel like I'm waking up. My creativity returned, and all because I asked for it back. I don't talk about God much, so please bare with me. There is a section of your brain that is only active when your praying. I have way more than my far share of luck, and deep down, I've always felt I would change the world. I have the talent, the looks, and the adaptive thinking to do anything I set my mind to. Jen mentioned a radio station is looking for an on air personality. I plan on trying out. I've been so busy avoiding thinking about my past, That I ignored my future all together. I plan on using my gifted nature better. I feel it. The arrogance that hid my subtle determination. There is a fire in me, there always has been. I need to stop worrying so much, regain focus, and start planning out my future. November should be the shit. Yeah I have my november planned out. Vaguely. I'd fill you in on the details, but well, frankly, it's a surprise. But it is so worth it.